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Saturday, June 6, 2009

Hi all!
this blog is gonna be dead for awhile till after the Os!

유감스러운 !
you can still tag cos ill still come and read them:D
till november then! (K)

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Thursday, May 28, 2009

okay i finally have the urge to write.
cos im so ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!
i have ABSOLUTELY NO CCA points!
agg 4 years of CCA and i end up with a D7?!
walao i contributed so much and took part in competitions i get a freaking FAIL?!?!?!??
how am i supposed to go into another school after Os!
was counting on cca pts to minus 2 marks off my L1R5 cos its bad enough alr,but now i cant even minus 1 pt???
so i cant DSA now><>

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Friday, April 24, 2009

EMDD (:

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

geee,so much to say:/
thursday;
rusheedd home stright after school bathed,changed
met phoebe at bedok.bumped into jonathan!(:
took bus to katong for ASTONS!
yuuummmy.heh:D
that lovely lovely girl treated me!:D
hahah we were like making fools of ourselves the whole time luh.
then just after we ordered it was like 6 alr.
had to be in sch by 6.30:/
soooo by the time the food come we gobbled it down in like five mins only!
by then it was 6.30 alr.
then ruuuuuuuuuuun to sch:X
literally ran):
andandanddd my phone fell from my pocket to the stone ground!
and skidded about six feet?
so HEARTPAIN!!!!!!
yeah it cracked)):
haiyo.when reached sch kena scolded in
front of the whole level for being late.
ps sia.veryyyyyyy.
after some briefing we finally got up the bus to esplanade!:D
[the bus ride there was crrrrazy:DDD]
where we were going to watch the musical CATS.
ohohohoh it was SOOOOOOOOOOO nice!
the lightings,dance,songs,acting!
but. i didnt get the whole plot of the thing.
actually,nobody did:X
ended ard 10++
bussed back to sch,so sleeepy kan:X
reached thr around 11.30 then me and shar got a ride from tabby homee(:
fri; tired.so yeah didnt go to sch.
sat;
*&%'>#@!$%:&">*&%
7a.m jessica called me
i was like in a daze luh cos still sleeping[duhhh!] then i was like
thinking why on earth she calll at this time
thennn.kabooom.she was like "WHERE ARE YOU!YOU ARE SUPER LATEE!"
me:"latee?huh.for what!"
wah i hate my brain sometimes.
i forgot that im supposed to go ij stnics for lit fair luh.
then ms sim took over her phone and told me to hurry chaange and cab down by 1hr. thats like,impossible?
pasir ris to choachukang.
not to mention i was still sleeping while talking to them:/
but,what else to say to a teacher?
so i said OK,hang up and went back to sleep[feeeling super guilty:/]
woke up 11 plus then found out qy also forgot to go:D
off to bedok in the afternoon;shuttle bus to jwchurch.
GREEAT service today! im so proud of myself:DDD
finally,when pastor asked who needs to have a new realtionship
i felt smth stirring inside of me.
to finally let go of the hatred that threatened to overwhelm me,take over my life.
when i made that decision and prayed for it,i felt lighter.like some burden was removed(:
now i just have to follow my decision!
talking is easier than doing,but ill perservere!!(:
whoa ive become so much wiser:D
riiiiiight.fellowshipped after service.
oh and some taiwan singer called wing?
he gave performance and shared testimony.
omy,me and yinen was so excited to hear tht he knows jay chou personally!
whoooooooooot:D
took picture with himk for dono what reason(:
that smeelly victor can go tell him i want JC n.o!!><
its true lah actually but aiyo go tell him for what!D;
oh but thanks for sending me to busstop and waiting with me for my bus:D
bumped in to gy on the bus.
wah.train ride home1hr++ is SOOOOO boring.
no hp,no mp3.haizzzzzzz.
ohwell, tmr will be a brand new day!:D

cast all your anxieties upon him
for in him we find our peace

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Monday, April 13, 2009

VVWHY ARE MY WORDS CANCELED))))))):

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Saturday, April 11, 2009

shiting mother made(: thankssss!

friday;

holiiday!!!!:D

my favourite word.

helped out at children church early in the morning

funfunfun!:D

the drama was soooo nice lah.

after, changed , met kelly at payar lebar?

vivo->town->parkway

funfunfunnnnn!:D

saturday;

cut fringe.[ i look like some chinawoman now): ]

bussed to expo, went to fetch bestie , service:D
the drama was greeeaat! but evry year the crucification part i wont open my eyes, tooo uh... agonising?hah.
changi airport to fellowship after,celebrated chongliang's birtday(:
HAPPY BELATED BITHDAY CL !
hope you like the card and sweets/!
bussed home.
sunday;
uh..........forgot waht i did alr:/
slack/study at home i think?

today;
lunch with jiaying,vann
talkeeeeddd lotsss. for like 2 hrs?
i think its awesome to have heart to heart talks with close friends.
it makes me more realistic and optimistic somehow.
homeee(:

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Thursday, April 9, 2009

so much to say but no energy to type:/
drained th whole week, tests after tests-.="
was so frustrated today the last period amath.
endured the whole week of tiredness
i think finally the pressure's getting to me?
chao-ed extra lessons,i will just faint if i had to stay further):
super hope that my results will be what i want them to be.
tp or cj? still debating. i think im gonna like apply for the dsa thingy.
only thing is that coach hates me and wont write a good testimonial for sureeeeee.
waited for kelly to finish dc today then parkway.
omgosh.cottonon having 70% off!
hahahah i sound like some auntiee!
parted ard 5 went for tuition at roxy.
left at 7 DID NOT see him):
off to tampines 1 ; fam wanted dinner there.
it was damn crowdedd luh, like the whole singpore
crammed into that shopping centre.
in contrast, tampines mall had few people in it:X
hahah whatever.
but that T1 is like omg?
haas everything you can think of!
okay,not really but thrs stuff there(:
dorothy perkin(L)
left when its closing, quarrelled with that person again.
sigh i think its never gonna stop.
oh and i got scolded by this woman at the mrt control there.
so annoyyyyyyyyying!!!!
went to addd money for ezlink right,then she scolded me for pasting stuff on my photo? there was like a damn long queue behind me luh,then she said"take it out,NOW"
what the? then no choice i started peeling off the thing then everyone was like looking whats the holdup.
so ps kan.then aft peel she took it from me to check check then say i need to pay $300 for pasting things over my photo.
aggravatingD:
this whole week i think is the worst week i ever hadddd.
evrything disagrees with me luh and
evry single day is like a labyrinth of troubles where im at the centre of?
damn.
lastly, being a christian doesnt mean im perfect. you can critisise me all you want. but dont EVER critisise my God or my church. you will seriously regret you ever opened your mouth>.<
ogosh i sound so bitchy.girl school is getting to me:O
oh and peeps im selling tickets for my sch's annual family day.
do buy from me! its fun one(: and the haunted house evryyear can really match the one at night safari:P heh.thats all i guess.
serving at children's church and town tmr(:

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