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Monday, May 5, 2008

waiting for angey to come back to life-__________________-
damn tired,cried like a box of tissues just now
crying makes you tired leh,so if you suffer from imnsonia[or whtevr you spell it],cannot fall asleep at night,can go cry first,heheh.
went with diane and qingyu for macs breakfast after core lit paper[which totally sucks!] then back to school for mr ang remedial which i didnt learn anything from it:X
after remedial,parkway with phoebe,gladys,smellany[HAH!],natamokky,diane,qingyu
after awhile all seperated me diane qingyu go macs to study cos diane says her bro's fren will help us in chemistry,but inthe end also studied ourselves.i swear diane is damn paranoid! didnt really got much into my head after th "studying session" haha but lots of thanks to dy,qiqian and janice for helping me in chem!!(:
left for home ard five?
MR ANG I DEMAND THAT YOU COME BACK NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

im trying to stay optimistic since people dont like it when im sad or whatever.but i think,if they are true friends,they wont only like you when you bring fun and laughter,they'll share your sorrows too.
its hard to stay optimistic as its hurting badly..on the inside.
im really scared i suffer from depression or whatever cos somtimes ill get moody and sad and cry for no good reason.and thoughts will just race thru my mind,making me cry all the harder.i dont know whats happening to me,i dont get it,but im becoming so much more sensitive now.even when people joke with me ill fanlian with them,i dont know why.thi is affecting my friendship with my closest friends i think,cos we're growing further and further apart.im really sorry,C and P if ive hurt you guys in any way tat makes our friendship drift apart.im trying to deal with my family issues,but its not easy,pardon me if im not as cheerful these few days

btw,THANKS DIANE AND QINGYU!(:

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