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Thursday, July 31, 2008

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ting and yan go back hk today):
not a good day for me today):
loads of stress and sadness
and fatness!ee i cant control what i eat okay!):

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Monday, July 28, 2008

WILDWILDWET:DDDDD
ahahaha.
rushed home after school.had to ps hbo but cant help it:X
rush rush rush bussed bk with vanessa,talked abt _ all the way haha
macs,thn dad called rushe4d home agn they all waitingD:
thn hurry change go www!!
hahaha so fun!
wha i these few days all play one leh:X
but didnt have enuf time to play evrything last to leave th place with ting.
ate western i swear ill be 80kg by end of this week):
tmr still got sch so lucky someone donnit):

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

i am scared.veryyy scared.
my Ca3 results gonna be like sec1 one.
history CA is tmr and i havent studied for it yet:X
no timeeee.i need a few more hrs daily!!
yesterday went to sentosa with cousins,grandma,parents ,sis,and aunt for whole day.
only songs of the sea and 4d nice only.
haha spent most of the day sulking why am i there-__-
thn today brought them to church.
haha omg i think im gonna gain a few more kg these few days cos bringing them all over try singapore food i eat ALOTALOTALOT:C
shitshucksshit:
must go run daily!
ahaah.okay byebye tmr got school:X

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Friday, July 25, 2008

I FOUND MY WALLETTTTYY!!!:D
raining today so did theory for netball.had to do presentation for camp ahah
aft netball wen with belle to pp in search of my wallet!
it was found in macs!!!!:DDDDD
they so honest loh(:
saw my wallet at condiment thr?thn they help me keep(:
aww.was so happy kan.
pray and pray in tongues when he went in check and then he came out....
WITH MUA WALLETYY!!!:DDD
GOD IS GOOD!all the time:D

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

history CA tmr!:X
i dont think i study enough,shuckkks):
dads back in singapore.adding to my persecutions:/
grrrrrrrrrr.feel like some bird in a cage can.
he's loving me in the wrong way.
he treats me like a small kid everything also want do for me
but i get veryyyyy irritated.i mean who needs him to prepare everything for me?
i HATE the feeling of being pampered cos i like to be independent
somore,whats he expects from all his fuchu is tht i be a GUAI little girl
its beyonddddddd unreasonable already.
the expectations he have of me.
I cant talk to guys,go to church stuffs,everyday aft sch already call me,cant do anything a normal teen do.I HAVE TO SLEEP AT TEN OMG??
like wth!after such a long absense from my PEACEFUL and BLISSFUL life,he comes barging back with so many expectations and persecutions.
ahah anw mom+cousins+aunty+grandma+grandpa coming tmr.
tmr de tmr korkor+uncle+aunt coming.WOW so crowded:X
miss my cus alotalot!
wow my house is going to be so crowded/
sat my mom's side aunty and cus coming,
mon,uncle and my grandparents coming.
ee why nobody come dont come come ppl come whole lot come-_-
house dno how to fit so many ppl sia:XX
okay i have to goooooooooooo
history history!
oh btw I LOST MY WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!):

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Saturday, July 19, 2008

had a great day today:D
woke up early to give vcd to misslow:X
go all the way down to kembangan to pass herD:
haha oh well nvm my fault also.
rush back changed eat cup noodles for lunchD:
hahaha thn rush to expoooo hall8!
wheeee church is like the best place to go on a saturday night!heeheeeheee:D
after service whole subzone took the bus to tiongbahru support gabriel de hawkercentre
like 50 ppl? take the special bussy ahaha fool ard onthe way there.
celebrated victor's 18 birthday!
had lots of fun fellowshipping!
YAY!ahaah.bussed back to homeeee!
daddy just came back:D
bought alot of stuff from japan lol.
missed him alot like 1/2 yr nv see him already.mom left singapore when he arrive-__-
I NEED BREAKTHROUGH IN FAMILY PERSECUTION!
anyone who read this kind enough to pray for me,thank you!:D

ive slowly come to love you for your shortcomings.
please try to improve urself and be a better person.
reflect on it.its not easy to love you for who you are since ur probably the worst kind of person on earth but all things are possible thru jesus christ.please,be a better person.

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Thursday, July 17, 2008

biology CA3 today.im really doomed luh.
will get approx 5/20 bah.
ee this world so unfair:X
i study so much still get so low.blah!
tmr is chem.aggghggh.
today quite fun.got locked out by klf during chem class.
super funny wanted to barge in.
then she chased us out again:C
hahaha!
stayed for remedial with mr ang((((:
learnt ALOT from him:D
so sad he leaving)):
:X
cam claims that my ear is 7cm://
rrrrrrrrubbish lah.ahaahah
bussed bk with belle

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

this week have not been going well for me):
someone cheer me up!!!
pon training today.still feeling bad about it:X

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Monday, July 14, 2008

history is one of my fav subjs,ever!:D

love love love (the last sammurai)

really touching!

fruitful day today?

not really:X

hahaha.ii must learn to stop sleeping in class!!:X

pics from dinner on sun! oh! and today!

you raised me up<333

hahahaha ee i think he got some secret gf or smth!

after p.m in chapel:X

carlotta fooling around with th thingy

clara's hometown!!!:D

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

doreen and stella!

love love nat(:

missed gx doing kungfu panda face!

birthday boy!

ice mountain advertisement!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!:D

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saturdaay
really guilty to ps trybe activity:X
bet they're all pissed with me:/
service was awesome,really learnt something(:
fellowshipp-ed at changi airport
lovelove chocolate sundae!<3
bussed home ard 11 plus?

today
tuition-ed till very very very bad mood,lol.
pastamania later!!YAY!

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

BOOMBAH!
schools really lethargic lately.
always dozing off in class:C
need to start concentrating.then dont have to study so much^^
Zzz moms really pressuring me lately.cant even on com/t.v GRR.
ankles still not recovering):
watching m.g now(:
even though its so long ago,its my fav drama:D
lovelovelove th way dms love s.c
awww! heeeheeeheee back to my drama le!

p.s CRUTCHES BRAND-NEW
e-mail me or contact my msn if you're interested!
augustzerofive@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

MY FONE KENA CONFISCATED TODAY))))))):
damn sad.was showing clara a pic thn mdm foo suddenly appeared-_-
was so shocked kan.haiyeeeeehhhh/
the stress is coming back again.
wow how i miss the holidays:X
busy week again
aft sch prayer meet,also prayed for yenny(:
thn nuer ,jiaying ,yenny me go courtyard fool around.really lol loh-.-
left sch ard4,5
slept all th way back,really tired
thn come back got surprise tuition cos kor cant make it):
suffered for 2hrs thn eat now trying do chi
TIRED?!?!??! $^@&%$*&$%
blablablaaaaaaaaaaaaa i really need to start focusing again.
wow.apart from handling heavy workload,tuitions,projects,tests,persecutions,and church stuffs,i really have no time to BREATHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE):

p.s gna borrow jiaying's prepaid,look to my msn for new n.o

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Monday, July 7, 2008

cip day yesterday!
had only 2 hrs of sleep):
really tired kan.
slept at 3plus.5 plus calls come in liao so loud wan ignore also cant:X
really dazed mode,took my horribly long transport thn nuer came up my train.
amazingly i still got some energy to camwhoreD:
muahahaha:D
reached ulupandan cc,late by a few mins?
but th lousayy gerard made us wait at lobby for SOOOO long before attending to us):
i was so impatient wanted to leave loh.zZz
then gave us th official tee thn off to work:D
gave out flyers first at th nearby market?
slacked alot!hahaha really fun
thn got this weird beng selling umbrellas for $1?!
thn we snatch his customers,lol
slurpeeed thn back to cc,pump balloons with th tank.
eeee meant for kids all th guys come take-__-
thn got this group of ppl very funny.they suck in th gas thn started singing
damn LOL,sounded like chipmunks:/
went around th carnival,watch th basketballers but end up they bargain balloons from us:E
blablabbla th bboyz dance thingy was th highlight of th day!
th whole bomb shelter packed with ......................................guys.
lol.thn we walk in they all wolf whistle super paisei
but dance damn nice.
like step-out liddat.
thn after each of their turn they will hold their _____ .
hahahah cldnt figure out why but really fun
left cc ard 7 plus?
dinner-ed with nuer at marina
met some new frens at th event(:
will reaaaaaallllllllaaaaayyy miss mr grey bandana):
today,stay at home xiuyang^^

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Friday, July 4, 2008

these two days never even step out of the house.
meaning didnt go sch for ytd and today.
in some ways shiock lah.haha but also feel damn crippled,mom insists i have to use crutches):
its really helpful for my getting around lah,but also feel bad cos she buy 40 plus just for me use one two days really waste loh.
aww.ii love my mummy!(:
just hope she can be a bit more undderstanding twards some things.
eating duck rice now.hahaha! jealous?:X
blablablaaaaaaaaaa.going to see sinsei again ltrD:
ohmytiannnnnn.love love,bye!

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

wow,i think im really pro sia.
three injuries in a weekD:
sprained my ankle AGAIN in p.e today):
cdnt stand up,was in effing pain.
cam,nuer all carry me to the side
iced and elevated it.
thn mr lee shoo evryone back to class,he wanted to carry me upD: ohmytian!
haha but i said NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
thn mrs lim appeared,she kinda disappointed in me sprain again cos im supposed to train so nxt year school team will be no prob
haiyoo): angry with myself also so easy sprain!
tahan-ed the whole day with th horrible ankle.much thanks to nuer(:
prayer meet after school.
hang ard for coach told her abt ankle she annoyed alsoK: haizzzzzz.really dont wna disappoint them.
cabbed home
then went sinsei
told him not to press he rub like nobodys business!
screamed like mad women.
super duper pain came out of room,all th other patients look t me with terrified faces.
super funny!:D

:i neeeeeeed my wallet
::doubt cna make it for cell this week):
::: ankles hurting like siao!BYEBYEEEEEEEEEE!

blogged @ 5:32 AM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

i just want to feel loved.is it so difficult?

I want to be happy again.

blogged @ 8:50 AM

uber super duper stressed!!!!!
zZzz woke late today,cabbed to sch $15!!!
i got cheated loh! but too bad i realised too late):
reached sch at 8.10:X
today not a good day.
emo mood half dayD:
aft sch,dc-ed with van(:
highlight of the day.she cracks me up like no other silly person can.
idiot i almost pee in my pants loh!
hah then halfway we sneak off to canteen buy snack eat toooo hungry
but kena caught by................................................iVY !!!!!!
ughghghghg then practically begging her to let us off-_-
she kinda did i guess.hah!
th prefects super irritating kan.evry senence also must count.short one sentence also cant-_-
was finaaally let go at 1/2 past my time!!):
poor clara waiting for me in pp alone)):
IM SORRY DEAR!!!
lunched with van quickquick rush to parkway find my dear^^
aww,she so nice wait for me!
then she buy bread thn i have to rush off for tuition.
th laoya david made me wait at control but he actually downstairs my hs!!>/<
thn rushed bk home,bumped into sis bussed bk with her[lucky cos i no key]
had tuition 6+ till 9++?? stressed till max.
so tired my eye swollen loh.zZz super pain
then now still hv to type out chi essay/do s.s proj)))))))):
andandandd th horrigible david gave me so much h/w! must fnish by thurs which i really no time to do):
he veh scary kan!!!
sigh.tmr got netball.wish me luck ppl):
stressed till th max.

btw,i dont rilly believe this but help me see if real anot(:
sent to my e-mail de.
[i hope its reall!!! :D ]
> The Église catholique en France(www.cef.fr) would like to inform you that you> have beenpicked by the board of trustees as one of the final recipients for a> cash Grant/Donation for your own personal, educational, and business> development. In the year 1901, they started offering collection for> the Sole objective of human growth, educational and Community development. In> conjuction with the ECOWAS, UNO, and the EU, We are giving out a> yearly donat on of US$5,850,000.00 each to 100 lucky recipients each> year, undermining your religion. Kindly contact the Church Executive> Secretary below for further information on the donation.

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THAT GIRL.